.... I have to re-affirm my place in the household (even though I know that humans don't like it when you "mark" the furniture).
I am adopted. One day my people took me to The Vet (a different one, not the one I see now) and left me there. This had happened before. I wasn't worried - they always came back for me. This time they didn't.
I was at The Vet's for a very long time - well, it seemed like a very long time. I was very unhappy and very confused. I made a lot of noise and stole food from the cupboards (I'm a comfort eater).
I met Maggie and Matthew there and after a couple of weeks they took me to their home. They had 2 cats there. One of them ignored me but one, Aten, wanted to be friends. We had a great time together sometimes but he had a bit of a split personality and every now and then he would charge out from under a desk and attack me and then disappear before I could react (turns out I was wrong. It wasn't Aten - there were 3 cats. Aten had a sister and she didn't have a split personality. She was just CRAZY. Still is!).
After a while I settled in - although I did start to lick my tummy a bit too much.
Then we moved. Everyone moved. I got to go too.
Then we got dogs, one at a time until we had 4. I love dogs. I'm not too fond of cats really, take them or leave them, but I love dogs. I really, really love German Shepherds and we got one.
The Vet used to come up and see us every 6 months or so and give us our injections etc then we made friends with a new The Vet. Something about being closer in case of emergencies.
Then one day I was feeling very unwell. I got taken to see The Vet and I was left there. I was too sick to worry at first and I felt sleepy most of the time. I did get a little worried but Maggie and Matthew came to see me every day. I wanted to go home. I didn't want to lose another family. I was very, good and very sweet to everyone and I did get to go home.
Next time I had to stay with The Vet I got quite angry about it and refuse to let them do blood tests - they called it "acting independently". Maggie and Matthew said "We told you so!" to The Vet. I don't really know what that was about.
This time I was there for 3 1/2 days. I wasn't happy - I was really sick and wanted to go home (did I still have a home? The doubt is always there.) but I made friends with Blake The Vet and I'm back home now.
I am spraying. I admit it. The dog mats needed cleaning anyway. "That bottle plugged into the wall cost $100!" So? It is supposed to calm me. I am calm. Have I licked the fur off my tummy? No. What are a few small puddles among family anyway?
You just have to give me a little time and continue with the extra cuddles. Sorry if I don't sleep so well at night right now. I'm glad I am allowed to sleep on the bed when I want to. I know the German Shepherd doesn't want to be smooched ALL the time but I am just so glad to see him every day. I wish the dogs wouldn't get up and move when I enter a the room but I suppose I have been a little bit "needy".
You just have to understand - the doubt is always there.
Sebastian